Every time I leave the house, I go through the checklist:

Bathroom locations mapped out – Because I can’t afford surprises.
Emergency bag packed – Meds, wipes, extra clothes—just in case.
Exit strategy planned – Because Crohn’s doesn’t wait until I’m ready.

And yet, even with all the planning, the anxiety lingers:

💭 What if there’s no bathroom nearby?
💭 What if I get sick in public?
💭 What if I can’t make it home in time?

Crohn’s takes away the luxury of spontaneity. I don’t just “go out”—I strategize. I calculate risks. I hope for the best while preparing for the worst.

And sometimes? I just stay home—because the stress of the unknown is too much.

If you struggle with the anxiety of going out, know this: You are not alone. And whatever choice you make—whether you go or stay—you are doing what’s best for you.

Stay Strong.

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I’m Kelly

Welcome to My Crohnstipated Life, a space where I share the raw, real, and often humorous journey of living with Crohn’s disease. From unpredictable flares to parenting while managing a chronic illness, this blog is a mix of personal stories, practical tips, and a whole lot of laughter—because sometimes, humor is the best medicine. Whether you’re living with Crohn’s, love someone who is, or just want a peek into the rollercoaster of chronic illness, I’m glad you’re here. 💜 Stay Strong.

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