My Crohnstipated Life

Mom guilt is real, but Crohn’s mom guilt? That’s a whole different level.

I feel it when I have to cancel plans. I feel it when my energy runs out before bedtime stories. I feel it when my kids ask, “Are you sick again, Mommy?” and I don’t have an answer that makes it all better.

I’ve cried over missed moments. I’ve apologized for things I shouldn’t have to apologize for. I’ve wondered if my kids will grow up resenting the fact that their mom wasn’t always able to do everything.

But then, something amazing happens. My kids bring me a blanket. They say, “It’s okay, Mommy.” They love me—not for what I do, but for who I am.

So I remind myself: I am enough. Even on the hard days.

Stay Strong!